Monday, June 8, 2009

Who ever said they loved being pregnant is crazy and out of their mind! and they had to be lying. I hope I don't make anyone mad about venting about being sick and feeling so fat and ugly. But I have been looking at the toilet for the last 10 weeks! okay.... 7 but still. I hate all the women who have it so easy, never feel sick, can eat anything, feels the same. I think that's crap! I know I am such a big baby but I think I haven't really complained until now! I've had it!!!!! and what sucks is... I'm only 10 weeks into this. I have FOREVER... I just wanna cry. I am taking pills to help me keep the baby and my Dr. said they make women really sick... like on there death bed. Could they have not made a pill that does the same thing and doesn't make you sick. I am hoping I will get better after the first trimester because I wont have to take them anymore. I'm just so glad I have my husband who is taking such good care of me. Seriously girls he's amazing. Any takers who want to carry my next baby please call. Anyways I know I will be glad when its all over but right now I'm not so peachy about being prego. I have a Dr. appointment on Wednesday and so I think seeing the baby will make me feel a little better.



This is us in Hawaii... I wish I could go back

13 comments:

Darrell and Ashlee said...

aww! I feel so bad for ya! I went through that same thing Talin! I saw the toilet about 2 times a day for the first 4 mo! so miserable, but I promise you it is so worth it!! and I can almost bet you do not look fat and ugly at all! you are so beautiful!!!

Lund Fam said...

I know how you feel and I wish I could lie to you a say that it is all going to get better soon, but for some of us that is not the case. But I will tell you that is goes by kindof quickly. You will be 30 week and look back and wonder where the time went:) Hope you feel better soon. PS. Call me some time

becki said...

I feel your pain. With Kingston throwing up became second nature like breathing. I had Big Gulp cups in my car every where I went and the toilet seat stayed UP all the time. You eventually pick you favorite things to throw up and then stick to eating those. Sad I know. BUT, on the bright side right around the time the puking stops you will finally start looking pregnant and baby starts to kick and that is the beginning of a beautiful relationship. Wish I could help!

ps. with London I only threw up like 10 times total so there is hope for your next pregnancy.

Shannon said...

Oh, I'm so sorry! I hope you really don't hate me?!?! It is hard being prego but SOOOO worth it in the end just wait!

Nikki said...

O Manda. It stinks so bad when you are going through it. Before you know it will all be over with your baby will be starting kindergarten and have brothers and sisters and you'll be wondering where the time went. It's crazy how time flies. Enjoy even the tough parts :) I hope you feel better.

Diane said...

Come on Amanda tell us how you really feel,don't hold back :).Sorry,I was one of those how never got sick and loved being pregnant.When that baby is put in your arms you will forget about ever being sick,I promise.I heard you puke like your Uncle Jim so I know you are sick of it.I also feel Kevin's pain.Send me your new address and I will send you a four leaf clover,maybe that will help.

Chelsee said...

It really does stink but it gets better I promise.

Linde said...

Suck it up you big cry baby!

Just kidding!

I'm sorry that you don't feel good but i don't know how you feel. I don't get sick! I do know that it will be worth it! I don't volunteer to have your kids either. i've already had 5 and I am glad to be done. It is going to be fun to see someone pregnant besides me. I can't wait to see your belly get big! YAY! Cna't wait to hear about your appoint. tomorrow. Hopefully you'll feel better soon...like before you get here this weekend because you throwing up is the worst sound ever! But I Love ya!

Rivas Family said...

I'm just still so excited that you are going to be a mom! Sorry your so sick, but your so right when you see that baby(even just on the ultrasound)it makes it so much better. And then one day you get to hold him/her and you completely forget all this..well maybe not completely but for some reason everyone does it again!

The Becks said...

i'm so sorry you're sick..it will get better though, don't worry (not that i know from experience, but i do have 6 sisters..lol). post some ultrasound pics when you get them..i'm so excited for you and kev..miss you guys!

Mandy said...

LOL.. I feel your pain sister! I threw up for the entire 9 months!! I hated being Pregnant!! your sister is one of those girls who has it easy, my sisters too!! NOT FAIR HUH!! Poor you, it does suck but I promise you will forget one day! Love ya

*Ashley said...

Congrats!! Sorry I never got around to commenting on your announcement post! I kind of fell off the blog bandwagon for a while but I'm back! We're SO excited for you guys!! I don't know what you're going through but I'm sure you'll make it! You're tough! :)

Amb & Dev said...

Welcome to motherhood pal. :) Don't worry when you see that little angel for the first time you will be so grateful that you can even carry your own child. Hang in there mama!It's the hardest most amazing thing you can experience. You are in our prayers.